As I watched her gaze into the invisible with troubled eyes
Her thoughts run the golden race of curiosity
Her heart and soul seeks the understanding of her newness
The answers seems to be incomplete with uncertainty
Silent moments and dark nights of the past
Glaring sun rise and the warmth of her smile
The sudden transit made her heart skip fast
Yet, it brought about an unfulfilling reply
It wrote a letter describing the new heart beat
Its light gave the feeling like flying with eagle wings
The feeling lasted at vital moments and then fades
Like biting on her skin, she felt its burning stings
The black skin has been living in a lie
Years gone by, with marks of the past
Thus, it has been renewed with a blunder
Her soul pleads and yearns to live and not to die
For Lord of whom she prays, she seeks contrition
It began to grow, the detestation of the newness
Preferring the blameless non-satisfaction
Like a child to man, the newness cannot be reversed.
